Sunday, October 07, 2007
In my own imagination 12:23 PM.
Here's the verdict:
Prelims Result O lvl target
English - B3 English - A1
Chinese - B3 Chinese - B3
Combined Science - B3 Combined science - A2
Combined Humans - D7 Combined Humans - B3
FNN - B4 FNN - B4
Maths - C5 Maths - B3
POA - AB POA - AB
L1R4 = 16 (after deduction of CCA points)
As you can see, i'm still a little distant away from my target. Another 5 grades in total to be able to reach my target and get into my ideal course. I'm seriously working my head off these days, trying very hard to emulate my past debilities and failures. I felt a little discouraged until my friend Anson, said to me " KR, Stop Living In The Past" Yea, how true.
We really should stop living in the past, and carry on being consistant, improve ourselves and achieve the indominatable sense of satisfaction.
I always bitch about my sucky sch. So many teachers simply do not have passion to help. I can't depend on them, so i depend on myself. Many of them think that i can't make it in life just because of my ego and stubborn character. Yes, i am stubborn. I am egoistic. But at least i confront my life, i confront everyone with the upmost truth and i hide nothing. It is not an ideal. I feel comfortable being transparent and opened. I have nth to hide and i fear not of what others have to say. God is always by my side, and will punish those who harms me. Incorrigible people shall burn in the depth of burning sulphur in hell, and suffer excruciatingly from the great pain.
ABOUT HIM:
Saw him yesterday. He is so egoistic. Why get so serious even during training? Have you got no care and compassion? Yes, i understand you are ambitious and do not want to lose out. But, how about thinking about being more considerate rather than capitulating to your ego?
These days, you make me dislike you. I hate to admit this but it is very true. Many times you bitch so badly about me behind my back to others but, when i see you, there's always guilt behind the way you greet me when we meet up. So what if i viewed your friendster? Yes i did. I decided not to add u because i seldom use it. You have simply no consideration and absolutely self-centered. Selfish people like you will end up with no friends but enemies. I hate to admt this but i really can't afford to like you anymore
Like what i said, i do not wanna hide in denial and surppress my spontaeneity. I don't see the need to go that extra mile of lying to others and lying to myself about how i feel about you.
I can't let love blind me from seeing your true colours of an unscrupulous and scheming fellow. How hard is it to let go of someone you really love. How hard is it to really face the fact to hate him bcos of his detrimentality. I do not want love to land me in jeopardy. I discussed this with a close friend of mine last night and yes, the conclusion is the best decision is to let you go, and hence, i no longer hold yearns of any towards you. Goodbye my love, goodbye my igauna, goodbye the trecherous, goodbye the detrimentals.
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