Tuesday, September 11, 2007
In my own imagination 7:19 PM.
Well
O lvls are approaching. Prelims are just 2 days away and i've been studying without having my self-discipline robbed off miraculously.
These days, i've been pondering on how i've changed. Yes, i've seriously changed alot.
I've become so much more critical due to the habit developed from doing literature whereby i hv to critisize situations and stuffs.
I've become so much more disciplined that i am able to control my temptations to go online msn for chats and surf the internet which doesn't provide me any help in the pursue of my studies.
I've finally obtained a pass in my maths and i must really say it's a tremendous improvement. Not forgetting Ms Toh who've been constantly encouraging me and Ms Ho, reminding me of my priorities.
I don't fear of not doing well. Altough my standard of results have not reached the culminating point, i know i'm able to achieve the results and get into where i wanna go to. I know what i want, and i'm working towards it. If i choose to be lazy, it's just going to land me into years of regret and procrastinating. If i choose to remain conscientious or rather, pull up my socks even more, i can pass my O lvls with desirable flying colours. I am very delighted to see Ms Ho saying in my student's remark as : ''
....he's shown capabilities to obtain good results....'' Undeniably, i'm quite stressed up because of the high goals which i have set for myself. However, i do not want to just slack behind and do nothing in my life. God has made me an aspiring person, and i want to work towards my aspirations successfully. I do not have the honour and fotune to be borned in a rich family whereby my family can afford to send me overseas to study. So i'l have to adhere to local educational routine in order to bring myself to greater heights and success.
There're somethings which we have to do although we hate it. This is how the world goes. I may not be a person who adore studying that much, but i'm willing to put in the effort to excel given my goals and aspirations. O lvls is just a stepping stone.
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