Monday, August 20, 2007
In my own imagination 10:17 PM.
What should i say?
I've really been studying.
I've scored a B3 for chinese. Well, i do not intend to retake though.
I'm someone who plan out my routes and proceedures before doing anything. I believe heavily in good organisation.
Therefore, it doesn't mean that when my fellow friends decide to go for a retake of the O lvl chinese i have to have congruent thoughts and do the same without much analysis and adherence of my initial plans.
I've planned my time properly to study certain subjects within this period of time. I've really been studious.
I'm not gonna let my ego and a bit of dissatisfaction thwart my plans, am i gonna? I'm not for goodness sake.
I don't see a reason why people react towards their results so harshly.
I shall quote a scenario here:
Student A : Wah! Eh, i got B3 leh, u see those china ppl got A1 wah lao! RETAKE LA!
Student B: Wah, i also get B3 leh. Die la, i not happy, RETAKE!
Student C : Wah lao, i got B3 nia, eh, u 2 gg to retake ah? Ok lor, i also retake la retake la...
END
This is how singaporeans always react.
Why not give it a deeper thought?
See, practicing for another subject is definitely a hindrance. As most of them are retaking for the sake of alleviating their DISSATISFACTION, attention will be accentuated to only this subject and most will tend to neglect the other subjects. Reason being, being a B3 students shows tt the particular student has got a foundation there. Thus, with more practice, he/she will have a sense of achievement and feels happy doing more and more hence becoming into a sort of 'addiction' i shall call it.
Yes, they'll do well during the retake, but what about other subjects? Especially english. Do you know the importance of english internationally?
It really scares me when i see some of my friends actually scoring F9 for english during MYE.
I can't imagine myself doing so badly for English.
Now now, my only concern is humanities esp SS. For literature i'm quite steady already. But my main concern is SS. It's a tough subject seriously.
I just got back from night study and i feel so happy that i've finally finished revising the last chapter of Physics and can start practising on exam papers and 10 year series.
My target for Comb science is B3.
As for maths, i do not harbour high expectations this time. C5 for prelims will satisfy me. But I'm working towards a B3 for O lvls.
English, i HAVE TO GET an A2 for prelims. damn.
But i suppose my O lvl english oral was splendid. haha..
Next, one thing which really pisses me off always.
I entered the sch this evening with sandals.
Well, partially it's my fault but what's the problem with wearing sandals ? Are we back here for some physical trg or is there gonna be a visit by important guest whereby we have to look nerdy and "appropriate" in their sense to enter the sch even for night study which is from 7pm to 9pm? Oh gosh. Won't the school just let us off a little?
I was allowed in after cooking up a grandmother's story to the power-hungry security guard.
She was simply trying to show her power by scrutinizing every single student who enters and happily picking out students whom she finds faulty, and
passed sadistic remarks by critisizing the student with her apprehensive tone and point of view. I wouldn't blame her if she did not pass the remarks of calling me a ''GOOD BOY" for wearing sandals into the sch sacastically without even knowing if i had appropriate reasons for doing so.
Just because the teacher in charge told her to not allow anyone to enter if they've improper footwear(while it's bcos the teacher is too lazy and busy to apprehend those students), this guard was so gullible and naive to think that she's been honoured with the POWER to chase students home; when she's actually being made use of. Such stupidity, arouses my laughter inevitably. hahahaha...
Fine fine, i'm gonna sleep now. Waking up at 4am to do my work..bb
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