Thursday, August 30, 2007
In my own imagination 11:46 PM.
I haven't been that well lately. Leaving my home at 6.30 in the morning, reaching home after sunset at 10pm in the evening. The only enjoyable thing is the coolness of the air these few nights.
Have been attending night study for these 2 weeks. Well, i've benefited from it in a way that i can concentrate and we don't have to stick to boring lessons and we're allowed to do our work at our own pace.
One complain though, those who do not belong to the graduating batch shd seriously have some consideration by not disturbing us by misbehaving themselves. The night study programme was organised to benefit and help the graduating students by giving us a place to study together, consult teachers when in need.
I'm totally fine with non-graduating students joining us but the fact is that they don't realise their inconsideration when they indulge in running around the canteen like primary sch kids, hurling their voices across the tables despite seeing ppl contientiously mugging, littering the floors with their dinnered-rubbish and puffing cigarretes discreetly in the toilet, triggering suspicions by the teachers.
Fatigued with the tremendous amount of work load, i seriously have lack of energy and enthusiasm to control by yelling at them. I'm baffled and disappointed that the school actually dismissed such irritating fatuities and teachers simply act as though they see nth; except for the powerful Mr Chan.
What is this world becoming to? People of such a young age are already so obnoxious and rebellious.
How will they end up when they grow up in perhaps 10 yrs time? OR rather, 5 years time?
Underaged smoking is a debaucherous act. Althogh i was a lucky ex-offender, i still feel that many teenagers puff because of peer-pressure, picking up a habit, doing it for fun etc. and not like me, smoking for the sake of relaxing myself off the multiple angst which simultaeneously pounce on me, and i can only pathetically accept the damn treatment and alleviate the angst by smoking when i was a year or 2 younger ( i've quit though).
Just look at those imbeciles in my sch. They don't resemble a student at all. Except for the unwilling uniform which they put on, there's no way of identifying them as students because their minds are filled with childishness. They're unknowledgable, bemused easily by their surroundings and do not have a mind of their own. So vulnerable towards their ego when temptations approach them.
At such a young age, they've already been out of the control of their religion and parents. It is hard to imagine how difficult the law will have to be on them when they grow up 10 years later.
Next. People who know me better are aware that i seldom give presents and give things.
Reasons are because firstly, i'm stingy, 2ndly ive not been working and i dont hv the sufficient asset to splurge my money on indiscriminately.
Teachers' day has sucked alot of my money away.
This is my last year in sec sch and i'm only giving teachers who deserve the presents and thks givings.
Well, i wouldn't neglect my music teacher though. WE're going for lunch tmr afternn. haha..
Total spent on teachers day = $60
Oh Gosh...How could i?
I don't really hv much money now. Received Sept's allowance and now left with $$310. damn...
Such a voracious eater like me can hardly survive on this.
OK fine, i'm gonna slp now. End this post abruptly...
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