Friday, August 24, 2007
In my own imagination 10:49 PM.
There're some people who just disappear out of the blue.
One example is my EX-BF.
HIs name is Kelvin, a Vietnamese and is 22 yrs old.
In times, even though a couple has broken up, it doesn't mean that there's no
subconscious feeling within the 2 of them mutually.
When we broke up in April, he was sobbing helplessly. This is ironical.
He was the one who initiated the break up and yet, he's crying over it.
What is this?
Since the break up, we didn't contact each other more than seeing each other on msn.
I thought it was essential to let the both of us get a good rest.
However, i sent him an sms exhibiting polite concerns and regards recently.
Sadly, i was remunerated with a dis-acknowledgement from him asking me ''Who are u''
He din't even bother to keep my HP number. Why is he such an imbecile i really wonder.
More than this, i was deleted off his Fridae friend list and he blocked me on msn.
I added him on my alternative msn address and found tt he's online there and not online on my older account.
I've treated him so well, i took such good care of him and loved him indiscriminately despite his hunger for sex in times of his relapse from the high sex drive which is innately in him.
When we were tgt, we used to club every friday night and he'll normally stay over at my house after tt. It sounds contradictory to hear that i hasn't had sexual intercourse with him in our term of r/s.
He asked for it voraciously but was rejected by me vehemently.
It is inevitable that he get disappointed but i don't see having sex as the pillar of a r/s!!
He feels that sex is imporant. SO let me ask this, look at older couples. Surveys have been conducted on couples after the age of 40 questioning them if they still adore sexual intercourse. 90% of them gave a negative answer. What supports the r/s is the mutual feel for each other and th sacrifices over the years and so on.
Kelvin simply barricaded himself off the real world of genuine r/s matters and its pillars, chose to ignore them and adhere to his idiosyncrasies; hunger for sex.
I'm utterly disappointed with his ingratitutes and behavior.
An epitomise of horniness is heirritating true heartlanders are weHe lacks the self-disciplineto control sth which he needs surrepstitiously.Over the months and over the daysi've hoped occasions has changed his dazeDisappointingly and ironicallyi was wrong and he cut off ties with me.Well well wellWhat a waste of a cutie.If only senses have woke him up and penetrated into his little barricaded mindSuch a criticism wouldn't be manifested to satirize his vilifications and frivolities.Copywrited and Produced by MRKR
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