Monday, August 27, 2007
In my own imagination 11:41 PM.
Well well
Complaining time.
I really hate to barricade myself in the four walls of books and exam papers. But do i have to choice to reject them? I've been working quite abit, but still suffice on Physics. Alexis asked me why do i have the sudden adore for this particular subject which is taught by a teacher with no teaching passion and who's detrimental.
Well, do i have a choice to do what i favour and don't? I don't. No matter what, for these 2 mths at least i'll have to adhere to this iron routine. I'm glad that i've gotten myself out of the sloth and started working on my books since the month of Augest.
Although i doubt i'll do very wel for prelims, i'll put in my best to emulate my past debilities.
Yea, my stress is burgeoning. It's really surreal to know that such a lazy person like me is able to compel myself to start studying by being contientious.
Of course, there're ppl who impel me for my own gd. Like Ms Ho and Ms Toh. My maths teachers. They're really nice.
Next, i said i'm working in my studies but that doesn't mean that i have to capitulate to glorify the school rules by attending sch every day.
Heck, i'm utterly disappointed by the sch system. For English, the english teacher herself is a lost sherperd to lead us into preparation of O lvls. At least, maths teachers are doing sth, so when that day with no maths lessons, i'll usually skip.
Yea, i'd like to talk about this particular teacher in my sch who teaches me currently.
I dont know what lead her to turn into such an obnoxious figure who tries so hard to embellish herself despite being pregnant with a kid.
, i must admit her outer beauty. She is beautiful, yes( though not appealing to me)
But does she have to be a bitch by wearing such revealing clothings, flaunting her succulent breasts and showing off her bumpy backside in such an imperative manner.
I believe it is not arduous for her to save some humility for herself. Her behavior is absolutely infernal. Does she even know that male students in sch are discussing and gossiping about her breasts and buttocks, some even claiming to get sexually aroused?! Such inextricable attention is inevitable when a teacher behaves like this.
Also, she seems unhappy that i've not been attending sch. I'm already so numbed to complains and reports abt me by teachers that her threat of reporting me to the disciplinary comm abt my absentism doesn't trepidate me. Her efforts to get me punished will nv budge my despondency.
IF she's really a good teacher, she'll know and think of ways to alleviate my melancholia towards sch and motivate me.
But too bad, i just get the impression of her expressing her wrath of my absence as she thinks tt i won't do well.
Sometimes, it's kinda elusive to comprehend what human beings are up to.
Facades are commonly put on, lies often coating the truth, selfish-ness flooding minds of us and detrimental thoughts always plauge our minds.
People like me have innate anomalous behavior. Thus, i'm not able to communicate well with ppl verbally sometimes as i'll be descriminated as someone probably mentally unsound; weird; gay.
Many ppl and even non-living things tell me that i'm an alberation. Always evades from norm and unpredictable. Very typical of a capricorn..haha...
Just back from night study and gg to bed soon.
Gd night ppl!
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