Sunday, July 22, 2007
In my own imagination 2:38 PM.
Well,
what shd i say.
School has been monotonous.
I don't feel at all pushed in my studies.
Therefore, i'll hv to push myself.
Then i was thinking, since the school isn't doing anything to push us, why not just do my work myself?
Why waste time going to sch then?
Since the school doesn't wanna do anything, or rather, the hackneyed excuse they always give of having insufficient number of teachers; i can't wait for them to do something. Right?
I can't afford to wait and stone just for the sake of wanting them to spoon feed me.
I have to solve it myself.
I hope this doesn't end up in a double whammy.
Therefore, i've been trying to find a place to study.... Definitely not at home.
I'm not disciplined enough to keep myself away from the distractions like computer and my piano.
So if any of you have any idea of a place where i can i study and do my work in solitude without any distractions, pls let me know ya?
Well, my only concern is Social studies. Mdm Prema has yet to complete on the last chapter.
At the rate that we're going, i really don't know how are we going to sit for our O levels.
Even for english, i still have lots to buck up to get an A1.
And seriously, i don't find any of Mrs Siva's lessons useful in pulling my marks up. Well, my tutor is coaching me in my english and she's doing a gd job.
For Literature and stuffs, i have to start emailing Mrs Maraan my essays.
But i hope that i'll get better response than Mdm Prema, my ss teacher.
Anyway, went to watch a MUAY THAI competition with Koonsan ppl.
"HE" dressed up so well ytd...He's so HANDSOME!!!
Well, same thing, plenty of cute and hot guys there..In the martial art circle, there're countless hotties and cuties...hehe...
Then did quite alot of sparring last night. Yea, got owned by Yaode man...OMG
In fact he injrued my GUMS...ARHH...I'm gonna train harder...
Went for trg just now in the morning. Only Yaode and i turned up. So sian...
But still trained with half the finesse but twice the conviction.
Well, few nights ago, i was cogitating something which brought down my tears.
I don't know why and what am i still secretly holding this damn torch for him for...
The thought of him transported me back to the time of what he wrote in his friendster about
me. It's really very hurting when someone you have feelings for reacts this way towards you.
Well, he talks to me these days. I feel that i hasn't done anything wrong to him, so why must he be so vindictive and discriminative?
I like him so?
ok well..
I've decided, after tmr, which is my practical exam for coursework B, i'm gg to skip sch until prelims only. Maybe i'll just attend sch on Fridays and Saturdays....
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