Monday, July 16, 2007
In my own imagination 10:40 PM.
What is wrong with me these days? What is wrong? Why am i getting more and more eccentric and stressed up over nothing?
I feel stressed bcos of studies, not bcos the sch stress us but i'm stressed tt the sch is not stressing us at all!!
How ironic right?
Well, i must say this is a sucky budget sch which is run by a bloody principal who tinge power-hungriness and plagued with many teachers who've no passion for teaching and filled with ppl like Kavitha the fking indian teacher who only knows how to reprimand but doesn't guide students out of the wrong path.
I really hate it.
Firstly, it's my studies. Secondly, it's my songs. I've been into a serious state of mental and writer's block..
Even now, when my songs has been accepted, my writer's block is still here...WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??? WHAT IS WRONTG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????
I just dunno how to make my feelings explicit now...I feel so warm...I feel so hot....The weather is so warm. I need so coolness.
I can't stand the obnoxious weather. I can't stand the terrible ppl in ftp. I can't tolerate the ppl living with me. I need to be alone.
What's wrong with me? Why am i behaving like this? Why am i gg crazy>
Where has all my song writing ideas gone to?
Where has all my mindfullness gone to?
Where has al my pesevereance gone to?
Why have they all evaporated>?
Will they condense?
Oh Shit...Why is this happening to me?
Do i need to see a psychiatrist? Do i?
Readers, tell me, DO I NEED OR NOT?
I'm seriously being more and more eccentric these days...
I beat someone up for nothing...
I scold ppl for nth.
I get stressed over nth.
WHY WHY WHY?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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