Saturday, June 23, 2007
In my own imagination 12:10 PM.
Well
Attended a Chalet 2 days ago with Kenny Shahul Kazaf and Haikel's friends.
I must say that Shahul really impressed me with his knowledge, mindsets and philosophies despite his young age of 22. Most of my friends who are of that age are still not as aesthetically, intellectually succelent as he is. Yea, he's gay too and he's the exceptional one who's so proud about it...haha...Well, and he's realli proud of who he is....
He told me one thing which i wanna share with you all
''Combine your Mind and Feelings together.''Many times, we're bemused by what we feel. Despite knowing that we're constantly falling into traps, catastrophes, and undesirables we still go by our feelings because such decisions never go through our minds before being carried out. Therefore, we must constantly remind ourselves to use our Brains and Feelings.
Intuition Plus Intellectuality Equals to a Perfect And Productive Outcome. It's been 2 years ever since i've been so affected by such preachings. In the past during during secondary sch camps, especially leadership camps, i always bring home teachings from the trainer. Especially the LTC camp when i was in secondary 2. I was so touched by the trainer, Mr Lai, that at the last day of the camp i actually cried that we're going seperate ways. Yea, up till this day, i miss him though...Sadly, i'm leaving secondary sch in a few months time. I hope that i can see him and tell him how much i admired him that time. I was such an introverted and shy guy at that time and he was the one who lighted up my life. I could still rmb how he used to encourage us in the camp.
A haa....School vacation is over. I have to go back to school on monday.
Well, this term is gonna past real Fast!
Yea, a flash back on how i always bitch and complain about my loathe for sch for the past few months.
Well, time really flies at the speed of light. Yea, gd! A few weeks after this term shall be ' O ' lvls.
haha. After which i shall find a job at YAMAHA and start to work until i enter Poly..
Before that, of course i've to study hard. Honestly, i didn't do much mugging this June. Well, NO TIME ALR!! I have to start studying! At least for maths, i hv confident that i can get a B3. Ya, i'm working towards it.
I saw my Music Mentor's nick on msn this morning
''When we wake up in the morning, we hv 2 simple choices, go back to sleep to dream, or wake up and pursue our dreams''Target for O lvls:
English - A1
Chinese- B3
Maths - B3
Combined Humans - B4
Combined science - B4
FNN - B3
POA - F9
Honestly, this is the best that i can do....
Speculating, i should have taken Music for O lvls. Haiz.
If i've done so, i can get another A1....
But, to be frank to myself, i don't yearn to get awesome results which will bring about loud applaudes from people. So long as i get below 15 points for L1 R4, i'll feel very contented.
What's the use of doing so well and in the end when we grow old, we've got no memories?
Why do people compel themselves to be such a voracious scholar? So that they'll be able to find a gd job when they graduate. SO what abt a gd job? SO that they'll be financially stable(although we always want more desptie having alot) and a place in society.
But, when we grow old, and have the money, most of these money goes to our medical bills, contribution of family needs, children's education and etc. Will we have anything to do when all our children reaches Prime age i their career and start to neglect us? The answer is No.
Well, i am a great music Lover. I learn music now not only for the passion for it but also to secure sth for me to do when i get old. Can you imagine, being an old man/lady sitting on the pathetic bench, getting so depressed and hungry for attention, being so lonely, awaiting death to approach them. It's really very sad you know.
To be very honest to myself, music does somehow make me neglect studying sometimes. I can't do without it. But i always force myself to study of course. However, i must admit that i spend more time playing on the piano and working out my vocal cords than studying. I can strictly lock myself in my room for 6 hours doing nth but being on Keys(playing my piano)
Ok, i'm gonna get going. I've to do my English Comprehension. Can you imagine, i got that at Week 1 of the holidays and now then i start doing...hai..Look, i'm still using Singlish,. Oh My Goodness!!
My Target for english is A1!!!!!!!!!!
ByeBye
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