Tuesday, May 01, 2007
In my own imagination 11:24 PM.
It was supposed to be a day of relaxation whereby it's a public holiday and i didn't hv to report to sch. I woke up this morning with the word 'Lethagic' filling up my head. Despite the fresh morning sun shinning brightly into my room, i felt dull and a little moody. The clock was ticking away at a very fast pace. As though rushing for sth to happen. I was the only one feeling it though
Then, 7pm came. I logged onto Friendster and viewed his(the guy whom i holds a torch for) profile. I saw sth which brought me to a moment of consternation and it explicitly explains all the peculiar feelings i had for the day.
Under the space for WHO I WANT TO MEET in his friendster profile, he wrote this :
"Who I Want To Meet:
Anyone....realli... Ok, i shall explain it.anyone.
butno gays please! i am not even near your frequency!
damit. alright not to sound an ass. you can be one in your own rights.
but stay out of my life.which means FUCK off! thank you very much."
Upon reading this, all elements of emotions came invading into my fragile heart. I began to feel the cruelty of love and emotions. It left me thinking: I really Love him alot. The feeling is so strong. Our personalities do not clash, our interests are about the same. DO I give up the hope of waiting to hold ur hand, or Do i CONTINUE waiting?
Dear readers, Do i Continue Or Should i Just Give Up?
Join ME in my imagination. |
