Friday, May 11, 2007
In my own imagination 3:04 PM.
Havent been blogging because of the examinations. Seriously, time flies. IT seems like just a blink, whereby 5 mths just passed by like that. Well, it's sometimes worthy to be introspective about it, and reflect on what we've learnt and done for the past few mths. Whether we felt guilty of just swaying with time in the air, or was the past few mths productive. For me, well, it's quite fruitful. I managed to get down to study, and most importantly managed to lose my spare tire and lose 10 KG WOW!!!..Isn't worth gallivanting?
Next, regarding my prev post. Well, most of my friends felt that my idealism is surreal and it takes a fetish to fulfill it.....I understand. He may be a str8 and he's discriminative because he's being targetted...Well, whatever he wrote on his friendster was seriously hurting. I was even cogitating on how to face him when i see him. But, to my surprise, he did NOT even tinge any hatred or avoidance towards me when we saw each other. Everything seemed so normal but it's so damn explicitly obvious that he was referring to me in his friendster. I just know that he's being bemused by tt other boy, who broke the news abt my sexual oreintation towards him and due to his damn selfish and energetic mouth and hunger for attention, tt boy told my eye candy tt i actually holds a torch for him. Can't understand these people.
Next, regarding a couple . Lets name the boy=B and the gal=G
G is a retainee and is a yr older than B. G used to be in a r/s with another boy in the similar class, but broke up due to her obnoxious hunger for materialism and high demanding in being an aristocrat.
B is a thin meagre, with an innate loathe of behaving like a man in terms of Guts, attitute. Well, he always complain at the sun when we go out, and often i call him ''Ah Gua''.
Well, as i've stated, G is materialistic. And, the way she demands for materials is not on a daily basis on simple food. But, she demands expensive products which are branded and she hates coffee shops and food courts. Ok, fine coffee shops i dun like it sometimes. But the moment i mentioned gg for meals at a clean and newly furnished food court, she reacted by saying ''eee, go food court, yucks'' OMG...She says that at least she expects to eat at a fast food restaurant.
It left me contemplating, omg, wad the hell. I didn't know she had such a high demand of being an aristocrat. Is it that she's been too pampered at home or was she envious of others who lead better lives than her, that's why she always wants to enjoy what others who're better off than her engages in?
I personally feel that it is her craving for being a high class Tai Tai. FOr heaven's sake, just look at her damn face, no rich indonesians will ever want her as their Tai-Tai.
My point is, if you're not up to that standard, don't compel urself to SEEM like one. Because u will seem and one wheen u're not, and whenever u go on a spending spree, u are the one who'll burn a hole in ur pocket, thus gg into a depth of confusion, thirst of alleviation.
Even if her parents were great businessmen and her family earns a decent gd 5 figure a mth, it is her parent's money and not her's. So why be so arrogant and crave for aristocracy?
I just feel that such people hasn't tasted the bitterness of being in tremendous desperation and pain. Whereby they'll realise how lucky they were to be normal. Even if she has a dream of being in aristocracy, i feel tt she shd hv been more surreptitious about it. BECAUSE ALL THE FRIENDS ARE GOSSIPING ABOUT HER AND I"M HERE BUSY SATIRIZING ABT IT....haha....
okok, bb...
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