Sunday, April 15, 2007
In my own imagination 12:01 AM.
'Story 3' The announcer of the lift went. The door of the lift divided itself into half and i walked towards the mult-purpose hall for sanda trg.
As i got closer to the door, my footsteps decelerated. As i was about to open the door, xiao qing opened it from inside. She greeted me with a vivid smile and i remunerated with a 'Hi'. The following sight of my dear eye candy bought me to smile inevitably. The flourocent light reigned his half-naked body, showing him putting on a shirt.
These days, i evade from greeting him. Ever since he learnt tt i actually holds a torch for him, he's been avoiding me, to deter from getting influenced, or who knows, adhering to some discriminative mindset.
Well, i can't compel a person to remove tt piece of mindset which perhaps he adheres to. I'm not so imperative about it. Well, it is how he thinks. And what he thinks may not be what is reality and what WILL happen. Well, perhaps he thinks tt i'm a typical gay, who shows obnoxious intimacy towards their ideal guys and irritate them.. BUt sry, i'm not that kinda person. Well, i must admit that there's an abundance number of gays behaving like this. But i'm not. I respect myself and furthermore, he's the person whom i holds a torch for so all the mroe i will show him respect.
I see him quite frequently nowadays. One thing, i'm quite worried for him. He's in ITE Yr 2 currently and he's harbouring hopes to be able to get a diploma in Polytechnic. Well, that depends on whether he's able to score well academically this year and attain his goals. Now the problem here is, he trains sanda so frequently, that i doubt he accentuates his time for his studies. Seriously, if a person wants simultaenuous achievements, he/she hv to work very hard, rest very little and so on. But i don't see a tinge of that in him...I hope that my deduction is wrong, as in well, i do not know him very very well, but i really hope that my deduction is wrong bcos if he doesn't make it to poly nx year he hv to serve NS...shit..
Next, i've really been training sanda very hard...I go for extra trainings on weekdays and i really put in upmost efforts. Even the instructor praised my dedication.
Although i train veyr frequently, but i make sure that i don't forget that i hv a challenging examination to fight, which is the annual National Examination, Cambridge Ordinary Level( O lvels). I study in the afternoon for at least 2 hrs on weekdays when i hv sanda trg at night, and on the way to the trg ground, i make sure i bring something along with me so i tt i do not waste my time on the long journey and make use of the time to read and revise instead of day-dreaming on the bus(which many ppl doess), which is ineffective and unproductive. The best thing to bring along is either Literature or SS. If you would ask me, i would prefer to bring along my Literature Novel Text. Firstly, i wouldn't look weird. Secondly, i don't really hv to write alot(just need to take down notes), unlike maths or sciences, where i hv to practice by writing.
Yesterday, i was really mad with WJ. I seriously feel that his irresponsibility, his fatuities, his idiosyncrasies is already irrev0cable. On thursday he had wushu comp. So after the comp, he went back to sch to put his things back to CCA room. Then, he bought the Keys of the cca rm home.
The next day, we have trg and he did not bring the keys. He said tt he forgot to return them to the office and forgot to bring them to sch. What the fuck is this? He knew tt there's training and he can FORGET to bring the keys. FYI, this kinda absurd issues about him is not new. And everytime it happens, it has got an impact on me, as in, i didn't cause it to happen, but somehow the consequences will fall a little on me. For eg, the above mentioned case. Junirs will think tt i refuse to open the rm and will start gossiping. I can't possibly tell every single one of them what happened everytime such nonsensical stuffs happen. So it left me contemplating, is WJ doing such things on purpose?
Then, a past incident struck my mind.
SO my thought process went : 2 yrs ago, i was sent by my CCA for Leadership training camp. WJ was jealous of not getting sent as tt was the final year whereby he could get a chance to go. From then onwards, he put on a facade. He schemed, plot, had evil thoughts. But too bad, he's too stupid for all those. He's too blur. That's why his plots never went into the route of being successful. Pathetic. His jealousy was further added when i was appointed as the chairman of CCA. He pretended that he didn't want any leadership post during the commitee-appointing meeting. But pls, reverse psychology only work on kids. He thinks that such actions will fool the teacher and fool everyone? No way!. That's why i condemn him as a bemused fool with idiosyncrasies.
Okok, i'm tired and got to slp...
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