Thursday, March 22, 2007
In my own imagination 11:59 PM.
Honestly, i haven't been enjoying secondary sch life.. If you'd ask me, i would tel you that being a prefect is my greatest regret in my secondary sch life. It affected my studies, forced me to make enemies just because i had to adhere to my duties.
I don't think i have to elaborate and tell more about my dissatisfaction of how i was being mistreatted and stuffs. My music mentor always tells me that when somebody does sth bad, karma(retribution) will befall on them someday. And it's always very true...I need not think too hard for a tremendous revenge on those idiotic and hypocritical teachers in sch. I just got to be firm enough to let them know that i'm no pushover. Unless they step on my tail, i won't harm them. If they dare to bully me, i make sure i bite back. No for the sake of revenge, but for the sake of waking them up.
I just feel that i've already reached a stage whereby i can no longer tolerate being unreasonably dominated as a kid anymore..I'm already gg into my late teens and i hv my own thoughts and sentiments. God created an analytical brain and emotional brain cells for me, so i hv the right to choose what i wanna do...So long as it's not greatly debaucherous, i have not much worries.
On wednesday, Mr Loh, a teacher in my sch told me to cut my hair by friday(tmr) if not he'll want my tie...I laughed it off... I haven't cut it...Well, what is going to happen tmr has already been planned by me...I'll fill u guys in tmr night regarding this.
I went for music lesson just now. My teacher talked to me about some life morales and stuffs. She told me this
''....get away from a place where ppl don't appreciate your positivities. Get your business done and don't go back again. Wheras, continue to treat ppl well with ur EQ where those people acknowledges, gain and reciprocates to your kindness.'' Well, of course tt place where i should get away from is of course my sec sch which is FTPSS...When i heard that, i agreed with it vehemently. At that time, i felt a little sense of alleviation and lifting. Perhaps tt sentence comforts me and encouraged me to continue to be a nice guy towards ppl who appreciates because there're still ppl who appreciates...haa...I must really thk my music mentor for teaching me those morales and reminding me all these while....
Next, regarding my sexual life..Well, after 2 weeks of trial, we found tt we can't be together..DOn't ask why we broke up ok? He's cute he's sweet, he found me nice and wadeva arhhh....
Next, i would like to comment on myself for working hard in losing weight and getting fit for the past one month,...And i've lost about 6KG..haa...Well, i hv another about 9KG to shed off..haa, i will continue to work hard...
I would also like to comment myself for being able to start doing work! haa..I've finally managed to get down to studies and start mugging..lol...U all know how much i hate my sec sch....And i swear, i'm gonna do well for O levels this year, and i'm never ever gonna go back to my sec sch ever again...I'll just get the contact numbers of those teachers who've really taught me well and made me feel touched. hehe....
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