Thursday, March 29, 2007
In my own imagination 8:09 PM.
These few days was alright for me. Studied everynight, exercised and stuffs. I'm so jealous of Alexis....Slimmed down so much....
Anyway, regarding my CCA, i'm really so pissed off with some of the members. gosh....They're very irresponsible despite me reminding them over and over again.. They always have the bad habit of bringing weapons up to the hall, and then not wanting to return them to the CCA room after using it. They're simply lazy...Especially those gals.....Can't stand them....There used to be a norm that gals are more matured than boys by 2 yrs...But from what i see, this saying is slowly becoming not that true already...Perhaps only physically the gals mature faster but mentally, alot of them are still not progressing that fast.
Yesterday, the head-prefect urged me to be punctual for today's morning role call. But i refused to. In fact, i reached sch early with Natasha and both of us didn't even bother to go for the role call. I find it unproductive...really...No use anymore....I don't mind spending time on CCA and other stuffs, but for things which makes me spend time on but i don't receive any fair share of returns, i'll not continue to work on it..To me, that's wasting time. I don't even do recess duties nowadays. Why must i succumb to all these unproductive duties? What do i gain? In fact, i have more important things to attend to, Like gg to my teachers during recess to ask questions and stuffs. And i really do it...
During english period today, Mrs Tan relieved my class. She was telling me ''.....don't argue for the sake of doing so.....i see that sometimes u are just inviting troubles for yourself....'' I mean, she didn't say it sarcastically. But she said it as in in a tone whereby she wants me to know what she thinks. I respect her, because she's one of the few teachers who really knows how to teach, and is NOT a hypocritical bitch...But, why is she saying such things to me? I don't understand....Argue for the sake of arguing? I don't...I argue to fight for my rights. I argue only when ppl argue with me first.. And i know, there're alot of gossips abt me among the teachers. Saying that i' not role-modelling as a prefect this and that...Pls, i'm sick and tired of these bullshit....I can't stand the virulent tongue of some teachers either...
Many of them are simply hungry for power...
One example, there's this HOD, whereby one day she scrutinized me for wearing a white belt. And accused me of not upholding as a role-model and not adhering to sch rules. It's such a trival matter..Why must she make a mountain out of a molehill? Few days ago, after recess, my friends and i were climbing up the stairs. And she was there shouting at students to hurry up to their classes and when she saw a student using his mobile phone while walking to his class, she ordered him to accelerate and threatened to confiscate his HP...Is she so desperately in need of power? Why does she yearn for such satisfaction? Then, when we walked pass her, we took our time and strolled. Then we started bursting into laughter when Alexis started making a joke out of her. But she dared not scold us, she just merely stared at us and gave that LL face. I really wonder, does scolding ppl gives her happiness? Why does she seemed as though she's trying to prove to ppl that she's capable of commanding respect and control despite already being a HOD? OMG.....Btw, students obey her because she's a sch staff...Not because they really respect her. If she ever tries to dominate me outside sch, i'll just tell her ''fuck off u
punani ''
Anw, i went for music lesson just now. And i got scolded by my music mentor because i didn't do my homework properly...arhhhh....ok, she meant well for me too...
Ok, i'm gg to do my work now, OMG, it's alr 830pm and i havent touched my books today...
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