Friday, February 23, 2007
In my own imagination 11:47 PM.
Well, today was rather a typical day....
I ｍａｎａｇｅｄ ｔｏ ｇｅｔ Mdm Tan to arrange for a truce btw Benjamin and I...View my previous post to find out what actually happened....AT first, he was rather hostile towards me...But i managed to overturn the situation..Iｍｅａｎ， it's all about how you approach things....He claims that the reason why he showed wrath and attitude towards me was because i delay cca's dismissal time and i touch his male frens.....I don't know if what he said was true, but if it wasn't, he's in the lost..Firstly, i asked him why he treating me liek that, so he said bcos of all the above reasons..And i asked, ''if i promise u not to do all those things can u promise me not to give me attitude?'' He promised in front of Mdm Tan...SO if he have other loathes or unhappiness towards me and refused to say, and he still gives me attitude problems, then i'm innocent le...It's not i don't wanna find out, now if that happens he is the one who's at fault....Anyway, i just wanna say, i hope that tis year can just pass quickly and let me leave...I seriously hate some ppl who are so hypocritical and scheming..They think they're so clever and smart...But actually, what they are doing is unproductive, childish, inefficient, and debaucherous...I always belived in retribution, so if tt person( i dun wanna mention names) treats me like that, one day someone will do it back to him....IT's a matter of sooner or later....
Anywa, regarding my bf...Well, haiz...IT seems that i can't hide anymore...I've broken with him long ago....Just tt i denied....Can't you ppl just give me some peace? I understand that some of my gd frens are trying to help me turn str8..But pls, it's useless. It's just like asking a str8 to turn curve....How to?
Well, soon after both os us agreed to go into non-monogamy, we've alr broken up...He slept with some guys...
Well, i hv new targets of course..haa.....
Okok, it's late...i'm tired..bb
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