Tuesday, February 06, 2007
In my own imagination 12:53 PM.
I have 2 issues at hand...Really, making me so stressed and sad and angry...Well, who cani blame except for me myself who did not make the right choices in teh first place?
The first issue...My regrets of resuming the role as a prefect in school...I've been repeating about my loathes, my unhappiness and my angst of being a prefect...I must say that being one really sux to the core..Seriously....Just because of the few cca points and i have to reach sch at 7.10am every morning, and do those pathetic, stupid prefect duties which i find it damn damn fucking childish eg, make sure students dun cut queue, make sure student tuck in their shirts etc etc....
Pls, i have other matters to take care of alright...I've been appointed as the CCA Chairman, i dont mind doing it, because i really gain sth and i enjoy working with the ppl in my cca.. I hate being a prefect, those prefects think that they are gods. think that they know alot, but actually they're nth but a bunch of pathetic kiddos who're inexperienced and arrogant. simply hate it...
Why must i sacrifice so much time for nth? Why must i suffer so much? In the end, with just a testimonial saying i was a prefect...Pls for goodness sake, being a prefect is so common nowadays..My prefect mistress kept on emphasizing that when i go for job interviews in future, and interviewers see tt i was a prefect, they will hv a gd impression of me..Pls, why much i make people judge me from facade? First impression is important, yes..But first impression doesnt totally lies with being a PREFECT. omg...
Well, you may think why didn't i quit since i hated it so much...I wanted to...But when i wanted to quit, the prefect mistress told us that in our testimonial it'll be put as we've got SACKED...HEY, what is this man? they're so desperately in need of prefects..Good students usually don't aim to become prefects nowadays...
Next, being early in sch. As a prefect, we hv to be in school by 7.10am if not we'll be marked as late...I'm always ''late''.. And one day, the prefect mistress was s fed-up with me, and she said to me ''i dont see why u cant coem early when the others can do so'' Well, the reason is simple..Because i cant be botehred to do so...What do i get even if i be a gd prefect? Exp some ppl say..wad kinda exp? Experience more about how to handle with kids? Eh pls, society is rapidly changing...We may be experienced in handling kids now but when we have our own kids(i may not) the way to handle kids will be different....
Next, about schooling attire....We have to wear sch uniform, hv our hair neatly cut, white shoes and normal glasses...Ok,i agree that wearing uniform gives students an identity of being students of a particular school...Wearing sch uniform, i am totally not against it. But, what about hair cut? Why can't we keep our hair long? what is the problem? The sch said if we hv long hair, we'll look untidy..But so what?Does it affect our studies? Since schools always preach that studies are our top priorities, and of course learning life skills, how has got our hair got to do with studies -_-..i wonder which stupid idiot came up with these ''wonderful'' and ''creative'' image of students....
I was caught for not having ''acceptable'' hair length few weeks ago..I was reprimanded badly by the prefect mistress...I spoke back, she had nothing to say..But she still scolded me and said tt i talked back to her and was defiant this and that shit..
Pls, now, schools are getting more and mroe ridiculous...They expect us to treat teachers like gods. We have to coax them,respect them, lick their boots etc etc...For goodness sake, a person gets respect by earning them not forcing. Many prefects pretend to be a teacher's bootlicker..I don't do that pls. I am not so facade and fake. If i don't respect a particular teacher, i just ignore him/her.
And they said ''when a teacher do/say sth wrong, students hv the right to say it out'' Oh how contradictive, how ironic!! When we object to a teacher's point of view when we get scolded from that particular teacher's conclusion ofjudgement, we get another offense for being DEFIANT..wad the fuck....haiz, schs are changing..
Even schs hv their dirty politics now...For eg my sch
The discipline master is on the route to retirement. So, somebody will have to take over the position. And, the whole disciplinary commitee is trying so hard to impress the principal and lick the principal's boots just to get that position. OMG....Worse still, they do so by picking on students. Now, discipline teachers are always on a lookout on finding chances to say tt a particular student broke a school rule..wad the fuck....One example, last week, my friend had a conflict with a teacher...That teacher said tt my fren did not put in effort to study. My friend got pissed and objected her statements. That teacher got pissed and sent my fren down to the OM(operational manager) who's also part of the disciplinary commitee...So the OM of cos tried to prove himself..He said my fren was defiant and broke a sch rule..When my fren challenged him, he was unable to find a sch rule which he claims my fren broke...So my friend wrote a sacastic statement about that teacher and the school..Thus, he was let off...
I am really starting to find that school is really no longer a safe and condusive place to be.let alone warm..Seriously, secondary school fills me with alot of sad memories and molten lead... Cant wait to leave, seriously can't wait to leave...
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