Friday, December 08, 2006
In my own imagination 10:58 PM.
Went for music lesson just now...My teacher said that i've improved again....
haa...I just love her grandpiano...The kinda feeling when i play on the grandpiano, is indescribable beyond words...The tone, the pitch, the impact, is just too great...The feeling is just there....Of course, much depends on the player him/herself....:)
These few days, i've in deep thoughts. What Kinda approach should i have towards school when school reopens.
After deep and careful analysis, i've decided, next year my purpose to school, is to study, have as much decent fun as possible with my desired school mates, sit for my O levels, and finally go mad during graduation night...
What i'll do is, go to school, attend lesson, stay back after sch for 3 hrs 3 times a wk to study alone, and mind my own shit.....
I'm not gonna bother about the hopeless prefectorial board anymore...Be it the teacher, fellow prefects, or whatever, they just don't appreciate the effort which i've put in, and the help that i've contributed....Put aside dedication and sacrifices...
I was really wondering, how much time i've wasted by spending my precious time doing worthless stuffs for the board man...In this kinda school...I should have put in that amount of time to study, and perhaps i would have done much better for my exams man...
So, i've decided to totally wash my hands off this board...Why get my self in hot soup with those gangsters? I may know the gangs and i may be their friends, but if i play more of my part as a prefect, i'll hv to handle those gangsters who break school rules often...And when i offend them, my safety is at stake after sch....Is the school gonna be responsible for my safety after school hours? fuck NO! Only after you get beaten up badly or what, then they'll come into the fking picture and ''assist'' in the investigations which eventually comes to an inpositive results and discoveries...
Moreover, in my testimonial, it'll only be stated that i was a prefect...Or maybe some other major contributions..But will they state what i've sacrificed and what i've done specifically? Even if those do exist in my testimonial, will poly interviewers waste their time by looking at those stuffs? They Won't! So, this shows that it doesn't follow me like a shadow in my life...Wheras, my academic does...
Look,,when you go out there, ppl usually ask about how many points you got for O levels right? Do they ask what you've contributed to the sch? Or do they ask what kinda business you have in sch? Normally, they don't...Ppl only ask superficially, they don't ask so deeply..I mean, some do...But so what if they do? If i've plenty of contributions, and my academic sux, how will it help me?
Honestly, i didn't learn much in my 3 yrs service as a prefect...Most of the skills that i've learnt in school, is from my CCA and another student leader club....
Others, i learnt it when i work, when i mix with ppl and through my own observations....Very little from the prefectorial board...this is what i can say...I've not been given much oppurtunities to learn from the board...
Being a prefect, is not all about doing duties...Doing duties is only the minor factor...We got short-listed as a prefect because nominating teachers think that we hv more potential that's why they chose us for the sch to groom us further....And in return, we prefects do duties to pay back the sch for giving us the oppurtunities.
But for me, i've put in effort, but i've not been given much oppurtunities....wad the hell is this man...There's no free lunch in this world, they refuse to give me what i shd get, i'll give them shit work next year....
Ok, enough talk of all these....
Btw, haa, i'm going to MOX again!!! YEAH!!! For my bdae celebration after christmas...
Oh, talk about christmas, i've a christmas celebration for Musical Theatre Society(MTS) tmr...hehe....I've done 2 musical reviews for them liao..Hopefully i get to act in the musical in March...You all must come and watch ah...:)
Oh, btw, show u all sth

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