Saturday, November 04, 2006
In my own imagination 11:31 PM.
I have been thinking, why am i still so busy despite the approached holidays. Have been going back to school everyday, attending some enrichment programmes, having CCAs. Especially for CCA, haiz...I've been putting in alot of effort to brush up our unity. And i've been spending lots of time managing the adminstration. Well, some people, just couldn't be bothered to do them. I know, you may not be able to go to sec5 next year. So whether the CCA survives until next year or not, it doesn't really affect you. But, no matter what, it's through this CCA which has brought you to a whole new load of knowledge, skills etc. Why are you being so ungrateful? I've always thought that you are responsible enough to know how to manage things, but you proved me wrong again and again. You let someone else manipulate your principles.
Now, the teacher-in-charge is trying very hard to plan outings, activities to make us develop a sense of patriotism and unity, so that it will motivate us to train harder to achieve more results. But, some of the people just treat it as though the teacher owe them such things. Simple things like throwing away the pizza box which the teacher bought for us. They just leave it there like no one else's business.
Just now, my mother came and cut my hair. While cutting i asked her after she get her hair styling diploma where is she aiming to go. She said, previously she thought of going to US to open a hair salon. But now, it seems that she have to change her mind. I asked her why. She told me i'll knwo when the time is up. But i forced her to tell me. At last , she told me that last week, she had a very bad stomach ache tt she was sent to the hospital. And they did a screening on her. On last tueaday, the results were released. She was told by the doctor that she was dianosged with stomach cancer. But it's still in the early stages. She said she wants to go through the natural treatments, which means changing her dieting to strenghten up her immune system to fight back the cancer cells. Well, i should be feeling down, but i told myself it's nothing. She get through this shit. I thought of skipping training. But at last i still went.
During training just now, the warm up was damn easy..lol..Because there was 3 new-comers. lol...
But i dunno what's wrong with my fisting today. I just can't hit the pads right. Fuck...
After training, we actually went to a nearby coffee shop to have our meal. All guys la. Btw, the cutie was there...lol...
Out of the blue, they started talking about one training mate who's really a gay(he wasn't there with us) I thought to myself, ''they're talking about a gay, and kept on saying saying saying, and yet, they do not know that there's also one right with them(me)'' nvm...
Talk about that cutie, i seem to have a crush on him. We don't really know much about each other, but i just like him. His personality, his way of doing things and stuffs...lol...I'm not gonna name him...*bleah**...hehe...haa...Thinking of him day and night..hehe...He's so cute!! *screams**
Ok, i gotto go remove my face masque liao.hehe...
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