Wednesday, November 15, 2006
In my own imagination 11:12 AM.
Remember i mentioned in my last few post about this cute guy, my training mate whom i had a crush on? Well, he's straight, so forget it...
Recently i was involved in a musical by The Musical Theatre Society(MTS)
Whereby i was given a role as an attendant to the King. It's a very religious kinda story. The story took place in somewhere arouund B.C 500
Last night the whole community went for the review for this musical. There were 7 actors/actresses...After we've acted out the whole musical, the community was giving out suggestions on how to improve the show and stuffs...They were considering to put me as a narrator cum Attendant...hmm...That would be nice, but that also meant that i have much more thigns to memorise! RAHH...Well, i wouldn't mind, it's a passion Ok...
And that guy acting as the King, his name, hehe...I won't tell...He's my next target...Although i'm like half his age, but i really like him... he's really sweet, and very good alright....Plus, he have such amazing vocal powers....WAHHHH......I'm obssessed by him...Last night we sat together while having the review. He was feeding me with chocolates...wahh..So sweet!!! I felt as though he's my bf liao...haa....Well, it's all imaginary....But he's really tempting me very hard...He's Taller than me by a CM...Which means he's abt 1.85m...And he's huge..Not fat but huge...wahhh...If i were to be with him, i would have a great sense of security..No one can bully me....hehehe....He's so sweet.....And also, he's cute!!! I just simply can't resist the temptations. It's totally tensing me up...
I also realized that i'm thinking of him day and night...haha...I got his msn last night...ANd we chatted for like half an hour...I managed to ask him in a polite and casual manner if he's gay...He denied being gay...I actually asked twice, and he denied....But i don'tbelieve...My Gaydar is sensitive....Well, maybe we're not that close, so he is not that comfortable with letting know he's gay? Could it be that? Well, i don't know...Hopefully..And hopefully he likes me too.,..
Ok, let me explain the Crush situation now..I suspect he's gay, and have a crush on him...He gives me the gay vibes..Although he doesn't have teh loose wrist syndromes, and soft soft gayish behavior, but he gives me the feeling...However, he denied being gay and claimed tt he's attached..
And last night, the conversation went like this:
1st time asking him:
Me: are you married?
Him: Nope..but am attached
Me: With a guy or gal? lol
Him: Actually, his name is ......LOL
Me: OI, U gay ah?
Him: no la, i'm not gay
2nd time asking:
Me: eh, are you really straight?
Him: Do i give off the gay vibes?
Me: A little, lol...Or perhaps my gaydar is too sensitive
Him: No i'm not gayNow, the situation is, i have an obsession with him..I like him, i could feel tt he's gay, but not very sure of tt... He probably doesn't know of how i feel towards him, and maybe he likes me too..But he thinks that i'm straight, and doesn't want to let me know of his feelings towards me for fear of me being an Anti-Gay member...
Note, in the conversation above, he didn't say that he's straight either. He just said that he's NOT GAY. So there is a possibility that he's a Bi...Furthermore, from how he phrased the denying part, it seems that he's indirectly not lying(if he's bi/gay) Bcos he didn't say he's straight, so he could be a Bi..hahaha...
Oh, i'm having music lesson afterwards, and i need to do my homework now..haa..
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