Thursday, October 19, 2006
In my own imagination 12:35 PM.
I just don't seem to understand some people.
Especially those middle-aged Tai tais and housewives who have got nothing better to do that's why they end up gosssipping about other people's personal lives as a past time. I really hate these people. Right now, there's one in my house. She's a relative of mine. Their character and personality follows a gradient. All the same. When they meet people, they judge that person by the natural features. Handsome? Pretty? WHy? Why so superficial? I am not good looking. I have alot of hurtful memories of being critisized about my looks. The moment they saw me, they give the kinda disgusted look. And next, say to my grandmother in dialect ''eh, your grandson the face not nice leh''
What the fuck man...Why so superficial?
What the fuck man...
When i was at a Talent agency, most people there also go for the surface. When my good looking friends approach people they don't know, the stranger will continue the conversation and exchange numbers. But for me, no matter how warm, how approachable i make myself to be, nobody will initiate to break the ice with me.
And when i take the first step to do so, most of them will just smile it off and wouldn't desire to befriend further. The entertainment world, also, very superficial.
Also, i can't be bothered to fill some people with sense and wake them up. Pls, just because you get abit of incentives and you work so hard for that place. Don't be a farking Bangra Who Earns Revenue For People Who Don't Give You Deserved Share Of Benefits...They say, it's just for the training....But pls, you call that training? Planning events for free for a place, not just one day alright. Well, the event is just a few hours. But the preparation work takes up weeks or even months.
I was supposed to be involved in a musical by them. Well, i'm a Grade 8 holder in practical hor, and i've relavant experience in backstage and directing also. Then when i joined, i was put as a normal music member. And those who got put in seniority are half-bucket of water. Can't really sing, not very skillful, weak planning skills, and get to be in seniority because of their looks.
Then when i sung, they like my voice and my style. Quite afew negative commends for the others, but for me, it was all along good commends. Eh pls, i leave that place, it's their loss ok....And i'm not going back. That's it. Next time when i rise, they'll just regret why didn't they treasured me more.
Pissed..Pen off here...
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