Wednesday, October 04, 2006
In my own imagination 7:37 PM.
Had chinese paper 1 and 2 today. Both papers were not very very difficult. But paper two was a little tricky. When i left the house this morning, on the way to the bus stop, i realized that i forgot to drink my coffee...shit. And i didn't had a very good rest the night before. I was so afraid that i would fall asleep suddenly in the midst of exam. But well, it did not happen though...I wasn't that weak. Was still feeling abit sick, but not so bad.
I really can't stand those incorrigible kids from my school. They are really very very immatured and childish. I don't wanna bother abt them, but i have to. Because i'm a prefect, and maintaining order is my job. I don't see it as a passion to do that, but i see it as a give and take. Since the school gave us(prefects) the opportunity to attend expensive seminars and groom us more in our character than others, we ought to give the school back something. That is something which ALL prefects hates to do. Our duties. When you have to deal with childish and notorious kids. And when you try to talk some sense into them, they'll make a joke out of it. I don't find it funny but i find it stupid. Simply immatured....Especially those from sec3 normal.
Anyway, it has been a bad day.
After that i went to Bishan to meet Naomi laoshi and Alan for lunch at Sakae. Wanted to enjoy, but today really isn't my day. I was early like 1.10pm, and we initially planned to start at 1.30pm.
Naomi was late, Alan was very late. I was waiting for Alan outside the control room for like 30mins...grrrrr...
Hate waiting for people. Then we went into the restaurant. Saw Naomi le.. We sat down and started talking. I didn't really talk that much. I was feeling damn moody. After which we were taking photos. I didn't want to. But i was forced to. I'm ugly. I've no style, no image. I'm not photogenic. I dunno why. I trried to cover up my emotions. I was on the verge of crying. Was too stressed out, and was too inferior abt my own looks. After looking at my own photos, i felt even more inferior. Was so sad. Then, i kept on smiling. To cover up la....I didn't wanto spoil the ''supposed to be happy'' lunch. So i just played along. But i'm sure they were able to feel the same way as i did. Was super moody today.
BAD DAY!After that, Alan brought Naomi to somewhere. They expected me to tag along. But i was feeling so tired, so down so moodless, that i told them to leave me out. I didn't even take bus, I went to take a cab. But it was only $3 la... Still alright. hehe....
Came home, bathed, went into my rm, and started crying. Haiz...Dunno what to say about this also.
After crying i went to sleep. Woke up only now.
Ok,,,going to play my keyboard....bb
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