Sunday, September 03, 2006
In my own imagination 11:35 PM.
I woke up rather early today to accompany my friend to take part in project superstar audition. My brother was supposed to take part too as he already signed up online. And Alan actually planned to start queuing at 10am. But my brother said it's too early. So we shifted the time to 11am for convenience. So my brother can be with Alan. But in the end, my brother was late. And when i called him at 1115am, he was still at Aljunied. I was so mad at him. So Alan and i just went to the queue. I didn't take part. I was there to support and accompany Alan. At 1145am, my brother finally arrived. I was expecting him to join in the line. But in the end, he told me he didn't want to take part in the competition. You see... So unreliable. We shifted the time later just because of him and in the end he said he didn't want to go for it. But it was kind of him to stay behind with his friend to be around and give some bit of support. He acutally stayed till the end of auditions. But half way through he actually went to Kbox with his friend for 3 over hours. They were trying to pull me to Kbox but i told them no. I already promised Alan that i will be his companion for today and will not leave him alone. They kept on bugging me to go but i refused. Hey, i must not break my promise ok. It reflects alot on my personality and professionalism. So i was actually Alan's manager for the day..hehe. Sounds honoured right?
But after Alan's gf and his friends arrived, i went to the front to watch some of the performance by some overseas and local artistes. People like Fan yi chen, was also there today. And PSS 1 finalist Weichoong, Jason was there too. Weichoong's singing standard dropped tremendously. He sung Kiss good bye. It was really bad. Then campus superstar Yu Yang, sung Pu Tong Peng You. I was like, omg... He performed quite badly for that song. But what i admired him was his courage to sing that song and not give up half-way through.
After that, i was really feeling damn sick of the sun. Almost got a heat stroke. So i told Alan, since his friends are there, i'll go to Kbox to get some rest. And the moment i stepped into the room..WOW...The Air-con rox. So cold. My favourite temperature. Then i sung Nanren haiyang and Lin chen san dian zhong. They said my nanren haiyang was nice. But the other one only okok. Then after their Kbox session, bro, his friend and i went to the audition area to take a look. That place is air-conditioned. So we actually stayed there for about 2hrs. And i was like making fun of Bro.. hehe...he's cute. I wanted to take photo with him. But he refused. I asked him why. He said he don't wanna take photo with me. I asked him is it because i'm too ugly? He said ''It's because i'm STRAIGHT''.. Wa lao...I wanted to cry when i heard that you know.. i hate it lor. . Only when i saw that he didn't mean it, then i cheered back. I see him only once in a while. I last saw him in last december at the Chalet. And i missed him so much man...And until now, he still refused to take photo with me. I just feel like crying now. Just now over MSN i told him i love him. There's no reaction out of it. I'm so so sad.
Anw, bro, if you see this, bear in mind, I love You...
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