Thursday, September 07, 2006
In my own imagination 12:26 AM.
I really feel damn shag nowadays. Well, i can see a tremendous improvements in my music these days. It all falls down to the credit of my hard work alright. Nothing comes easy and nothing beats hard work. But of course, you have to work hard in the correct and smart way. I know very well that i'm not talented in music. But my hard work broke down the obstructing wall between music and I. Of course not forgetting my music mentor. She's really very very good and skillful. She's just like a big sister to me. Strict as she is, but students under her always produce good results. Well, quite often i get scoldings from her, but also, very often people praise my musical skills. Imparted from her. lol..
Few days ago, there's this guy, admitted that he like me. He's younger than me.. And he's from my school. hehe....He even told me that he liked me since Jan. I don't know why, but he said things like he like me because i appear cute to him. Oh heavens. Please, i'm not at all cute. I'm ugly ok.. But he seems rather despo to go into a relationship with me. Well, i said, ''i don't even know who u are. You know me because i'm a well-known figure in school. But i dont know you. I have to know you more before i can proceed to deeper steps'' And he asked me if i ever experienced a blow job. I said NO!. I respect my body alot. And i don't simply let any Tom dick and harry get hold of my body and mind. Only to the person i truely love. Well, he appear rather cute in the conversation. He told me he's cute. But how true is that? i don't know. Well, school is opening soon. So i shall see. lol...But he's quite kiddy in a sense of not matured. Well, i shall see. If i can make him more mature, bring him out more often, let him see the world more, i may like the more mature side of him. But just let me observe how the r/s goes first. He's my first boyfriend but not my first stead. By the way, erm. if you're Anti-gay, pls stay away from my blog.
Time really flies, one week passed just like that. *sigh* I haven't even completed my holiday homework. In fact, i think we should be given a good rest afterall. I can't concentrate doing my work at home. Well, when school reopens, i'll have to work like a bull for my exams. I want to top the whole class. And i want to do well for my major exam next year. Time really realy flies, i'm already so old. I'll be graduating soon, and going over to Melbourne in just one and a half year's time. But don't worry, i'll still update my blog for you people to view. hehe.
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