Sunday, September 17, 2006
In my own imagination 1:32 AM.
I know. I know that i've got no looks no image nor do i have style. When i don't style, people say i can't be bothered. But when i style up, people say i act cool, i act hot i act shuai. Pls for dear heaven's sake, for what motive do i have in mind for me to do such? It's damn fuck. But some people just get to attract alot of people to them because they just have the X-factor grown in them by birth. They just have the looks. Not to say jealous, but it's just unfair. I know, unfairness build up the world. There must be a bad, in order for there to be a good. There must be people playing the role of being lousy and bad, then the catogory good comes in. Too bad, i fall in the very bad looks catogory.
I know that i'm ugly. I know that i've got no style no image nothing. Able to play and compose well so what? No looks you are nothing in the front stage. I just simply hate the way that place treat people. So bias. So ironical. So scheming. So complex. So unprofessional.
And some wannabes, gets so happy just because they are given some shit opportunities by there. And give full loyalty and ''patriotism' to that place. But do they even know what on earth they're doing? What on earth is the purpose? Pls, if you would say it's for the sake of gaining experience and enjoying the process, i think you can give yourself a fking tight slap on ur face and fuck off. You'll just be made use of to run the place. But you are just earning revenue for somebody who don't give u the correct amount of shared benefits. Use your brain oh dear wannabes. Don't get too overwhelmed by your dream of becoming a star. Thinking that by trying to be in the good books of those people, you can really make them groom yu and make you into a star?? Oh please, open up your eyes and kill that naive worm in your damn brain. If they like you they would have brought you up in the industry long ago. That's why, wherever u go don't talk too much. Think and observe before you proceed. And always read other peoples' mind.
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