Saturday, September 16, 2006
In my own imagination 9:25 AM.
Yesterday was a short day for school. Had E-maths test. Didn't really study for it. But i should have no problem passing. Maths has always been one of my weaker subjects.
Physics lesson :
I was really taken aback by Mr Tham my physics teacher. His way of teaching improved so much! Now i am able to understand fully what he is teaching. I feel that now he puts in more dedication and puts his soul into teaching. Unlike in the past when he taught me in term one, we don't even know what he's talking about because he just give us the answers for 10 year series and read the answers that's all. Now, i am confident of doing well for my sciences...hehe....
After that i went for CCA meeting. I was holding it. I reach there kinda early and was tidying up the room. I don't know why, perhaps it's due to my spontaneity, there was a responsibility in me, telling me that i'm a senior and should do all that and organise things well. So well, follow what your heart speaks. I erased away the previous duty list, and made a new one. This time, i told them to get into groups. To my utter surprise, the same groups of friends didn't really stick together. hehe....Except for the girls. But i don't think there will be a problem. Just make sure that they do their duties, tidy up the room and all. Then i discussed with them the year-end chalet plans. So we came up with a date which is from 20/11 to 22/11.... I am trying to get one which is near the shore. The one my aunt booked in June, that's really a nice spot. hehe...But if a there's a downpour, then too bad, all will suffer liao le....hehe.....Cos that unit is quite opened up.....
Slept quite early last night. Slept at around 1am. Was too early for me. But it's slowly becoming a habit. I hate to sleep early and wake up early.
Anyway, i was quite shocked at my something which my stepbrother told me last night. Few weeks back, i showed him my song-compositions. I told him my lyrics isn't filled in properly. So he VOLUNTEERED to fill it in for me. Then, i gave it to him because i felt that he have the potential to do it well. But to my disappointment, he asked for a fee after he got the job done. The lyrics is quite acceptable, but not very very well-done. But this is just a demo-version. Furthermore, for demos usually people don't ask for payment. Except for professional recording. Unless his port folio speaks of his professionalism in this aspect, then i will pay him beforehand, because i know he's good at it. But the fact is, he doesn't have a port folio that speaks of it at all. That's one thing which is holding me back. Then i asked him if he's short of cash lately . He said no. He just wants to earn money now. But, if you are interested to earn money like that, then you have got to assure people of your skills. Because i'm the client, and he's the person earning money from me. How can i just give my money away like that? Furthermore it's just a DEMO VERSION...Goodness....How ironical....If he wants to earn money in this way, i have got to be professional. To see his port folio. But he doesn't have it. So i can't go out of my professionalism. I'm a trained music composer. Professionally trained under a music director. And i paid for it also. So i have an acceptable port folio. And oh dear heavens pls, i wasn't borned yesterday. I was being forced out of the spun darkness of thinking he's a nice guy. Now my impression on him is slowly changing. But he's my step brother, i treat him like my real brother, he always have intentions in things which he does. But too bad, i can see through him. Like i said i wasn't borned yesterday, and i can read his mind like a book. Not trying to act smart or mature here, but he's also too slow for me. I've seen kinds of people and dealt with them. Please, he this kind, i still don't know the pattern meh?
That was why i kept on reminding him on the copyrighting reasons. It's very serious because he may be out in the market. And i find that his mindset is wrong. To be very straight forward, he's quite ignorant about the music market. How the song-writing goes about and the precautions to take note of. And he said he don't care, but he must care. If not one day he's gonna be cheated. haiz...It's ok...
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