Tuesday, September 12, 2006
In my own imagination 6:02 AM.
I really hate Maraan. She's truely insane. Just because you don't do her work or bring her stuffs, she'll punish you very unreasonbly. Take note, the word used here is unreasonable. Not heavily. Because i don't find it heavy but i find it unreasonable. Like i said, she's insane. She really caused a great catastrophe to my life this year. I'm not at all amused nor in favour of that(obviously)
She just doesn't seem to understand what is going on within students who are like that. Well, i was suffering during the first semester. Reason being i didn't really study and do her work. Partly it was my fault. I wasn't able to cope with this year's stress and sudden jump of academic pressure. And i'm somebody who needs time. I'm not like other students who force themselves to do her work. But my desire is to do it with enjoyment and comfort. So i have to seek for the suitable way of life-style i must adjust to to satisfy my academics needs and commit to my social activities too. And all these takes time. It may cause harm to me while seeeking the kinda life-style, but i think it's really worthwhile. Because i can take that opportunity to learn through the hard way of the cons and pros and the dos and don'ts. Since July, i have been dedicating more of my time for my studies. That's why i had such a great improvement. This term, which is the last term, i'll be struggling though. Especially for subjects like POA, Lit. These 2 subjects are my obstruction to good results. POA, i don't even understand a single shit. The POA teacher sux.
The teacher who's good is my English teacher, my maths teacher, bio teacher, SS teacher. These are the teachers who are really good. The others, they stand between the border of average and below the sucky level.
Don't understand why the MOE approve teachers so easily......
I stayed back in school till quite late today. Until about 4.35pm. Then the care-taker came and chase me out. She's very rude. Her daughter was with her. And, surprisingly her daughter was so polite to me. That was why i didn't want to argue with the care-taker.
Well, i really got to do some deep thinking already. JC or poly....If i go to JC, it's gonna be fucking stressful. But it's of great help. Do i really want to go for oversea studies? Will it really help me? If i really have the desire to go overseas for studying, then i hv to go to a JC to get a bursary.
If i choose to go to a poly, i must work extra hard also. Because i have to be in the top 10% in order to go to a University. And for poly they don't offer scholarship. Only for A levels. *sigh....
Time really flies fast. I'm graduating in a year's time. Although it's a year, but this term is going to pass very fast. Next year, needless to say, it'll really just fly past. And i know that i really must work hard for good results. I want to stand out among other people. I want to be special. I want to be outstanding. And i'm doing so. For those who despised me, i make sure you regret and get jealous of me.
Join ME in my imagination. |
