Sunday, August 27, 2006
In my own imagination 10:50 PM.
I actually slept rather late this morning. I slept at 4.30am. Was talking to Judith on the phone for 3hrs. Then we creaked alot of jokes.
Well, i woke up at 9am, went back to sleep and woke up at 2pm. After i woke up i did my FNN coursework. Then i started sneezing and sneezing. Now, i feel damn sick.
I went to UAN for Music alliance. Well, i sung a duet of Ting Hai with Lewis. Her singing rather weak. Alan's singing did improve, but he still need to work alot on his projection and pitcHing. Improved but still weak. But i have faith in him. He can sing, but it takes him alot of effort to sing well.
I know that in this industry, there're some people, whom i don't wish to name, have been looking down and despising me. Thinking that i have no hope and potential to be in this industry. Well, artistry wise, i may not be up to standard. But skills wise, i dare not self-claim myself as a pro, but definitely i have a steady foundation of it. Especially in music and composing. The reason why i'm being disliked. Is because of my looks. Right? You know who you are. I need not elaborate further. In this industry, it's just so practical and plastic, everything, your first impression giving to others is based on your looks. How you look. Handsome, pretty. Skills, is secondary for people to like you. If you have skills, in this industry people will often make use of you.These people just turned me off. I just feel that it lets me see through them. How biased are they. How idiotic, how intoleratable.
Through all these , i really learnt that when i become succesful, i'm the only one who's going to benefit the most. Not others. I want to be a person of quality. So i've decided, only after i do a 99% of perfection to my skills, then i'll come back to this industry. I don't wanna be a noob. Like what we say, half bucket of water.
I want to show to people that, although i may be working quietly, but actually i plan to strike it up there the moment i'm close to perfection in my skills and knowledge. And when that time comes, people who used to despise me will just be shocked and guilty. I'm not somebody who always talk alot but comes out with nothing. I say i am working hard, means i'm really working hard. I practise my music for hours daily.
I belive nothing beats your own hard work. So, be a person of quality.
Join ME in my imagination. |
