Wednesday, August 30, 2006
In my own imagination 9:35 PM.
Haa...True enough, i didn't turn up in school yesterday. Well, nothing much to do these 2 days. I deserve a rest alright. I worked hard this term. And even my form teacher said i've improved in my academics. lol...
Although i was home yesterday and didn't step out of the house, but i was really slacking at home. In front of my PC, playing games, visiting websites and doing the unnecessary. haha... Well, i slept at 8pm and woke up at 3am to study for my F & N test today. I know i won't do well. Indeed, the whole class was shocked when they saw the test paper today. Those questions are so difficult. Btw, i stayed back in school today doing simultaeneuos jobs. So tired. I have to ensure that everyting goes well in the CCA for the muster parade rehearsal, and i have to attend a competition meeting. Finally we started practicing today. Well, the person whom was appointed as the script writer is really a potential. She's a china national by the name of Ya qiong. She's rather tomboy, but she really have the talent and flair for this area. After that, i actually came home withThomas. lol....i was behaving so intimately with him...He too found it hard to tolerate me..haha....
I got home at about 5.30pm, did my music homework and went for my music lessons.
Wow, my teacher is so good. She knew i haven't eaten my dinner, so she made beef burger for me.. She's so good to me. She's such a good teacher and big sister...lol...Well, i always get very inspired by her, She's such a skillful musician.
Back to my life. Many of you know that i'm not straight. But so what? This is how i find my happiness. I go for guys. Yes...So? That's to me, what i call happiness. But, many people see it as an act of debauchery. I just don't seem to get it man.... At least i am proud of who i am and what i am. And i need not hide my true self and fear that my true self will get exposed. So, if you're anti-gay, i suppose we have no affinity to be friends.
For those who accept my way of life, i feel very happy...
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